My future shattered in my eyes
But it's not really a surprise
I can't believe I believed your lies
You say you did it out of love.
Hid the truth to keep my tears away,
But truth and tears come out today,
There's no apologies you can say
Apologies I'm tired of.
I still love you but I can't try
Or even hope to say goodbye
I'll be here waiting until I die
Forever, like I promised you,
I am so empty without you here,
The pain drowned out with every tear,
Today I'm living my greatest fear
But you already knew.
This was what you had to do
We were scared. It was impossible to hide that. It hung around us like a plague, like a black cloud covering our lives. Well, the lives we had now. Take a man from his home and give him a gun, tell him to kill. If that's a life, then what happened was a tragedy. But, if you ask any one of us, we were just units. We had lives, sure. But they weren't here. They were home. We were husbands, we were sons, we were students, we were teachers. We were pretty much anything you could imagine. But that was all back home. Here, we were just soldiers. And we were lucky to be that. As I looked around, I saw the faces. Some of them were tired, some of them
In loving memory
Of what's left behind
The darkness creeps
Upon the glistenings traces of it
Loving him
Kissing him
Was bliss
Upon any other
The way I felt could not fully show
Of how I felt about him
Darkness creeps closer
I walk backwards into this darkness
Backwards into the arms of darkness
To be held
To be loved
He was always there
So was I
Loved him so
Felt so nice